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Saturday, October 06, 2007

the days are promos at home arent a good thing after all. or rather, especially with some figure of authority there.
'do this, do that. you cannot do this, nor that.'
'since you are free now..'
hmph.
it seem to be a chore sometimes.
feign ignorance. you cant escape either.
feign death? lol. how stupid.
but some fat bum seem to be able to.
always the same old issues that are being debated over. or rather, it feels like myanmar at home. junta power vs the civilians and monks. no democracy at home. you cant say anything. submit and bow down...
haha. this gut feeling that you know you should shut up, you better be.

HA HA.

well, its not as bad as it seems. tolerate tolerate.
other than that. all seems so perfect.

rebellion, anger, things that are not going the way we want, which we always blame it to someone else, which more often than not, we blame god at the end of it.
but somehow, his arms will always be wide opened for you.
sigh, feeling guilty about those sarcastic thoughts i had in my mind during the healing/ exam mass. well in the end of the mass, at least its not there anymore.
the religion aspect just doesnt seem to be in the top priority right now.
but that doesnt mean that i place god below me. i hate that when you use it. rubbish i say to myself.

something which i scribbled down some time ago. tolerance is vital in this cold blooded warfare.
there's no war at all, just some wall which i build and start throwing things over.

haha. i dont know what am i saying now. all that thoughts jumbled up.

lunch here!